Wednesday, September 28, 2011

What do i do? my life is so fucked up?

What do i do? my life is so fucked up?
I'm not depressed or anything, but i'm really stressed out about my future. i'm in 6th grade, and going into seventh in about 3 months. i'm turning twelve in less than a month. You see, this is complicated.... i lived in the US for 10 years. i moved to argentina and lived there for a year. my parents moved with me, and left my siblings behind. one of them was 18 and the other was 17. then i came back to the US and my parents are still with us. but my sister(18) is going to college in northern california. i live in so cal. and my parents are leaving to argentina after i graduate from elementary school. i cant go back to argentina or else i will really commit suicide. i would feel so lonely. so my parents made up their minds and are leaving me here with my brother, who is turning 18 soon. but he's so irresponsible and selfish and he'll use all the money my parents leave behind for himself. i hate my brother so much. he doesnt care about anyone and feels no shame no matter what. i swear, i dont know what my parents are going to do. but ofcourse, my brother is going to go to college next year since my sis is going this year. he's gonna be a senior in highschool next year and yeah... i'm really scared. i feel like my life is fucked up. i really want either my mom or dad to stay with me here in america. i never want to live with my brother, and they dont know who to trust their money with. they need to leave behind some so i can survive... and my bro wont go find a job. and they dont trust my brother, and they cant leave it to me since i'm only 12. and i dont know how i'm ever going to survive after my brother leaves for college. i'm scared,, what can i do? my mom and dad WILL leave to argentina for their job... somebody make me feel better and help me find a solution on what to do with my life.. D:
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1 :
You'll make it. You sound like a smart kid. Don't get so stressed out. Have you considered trying to make some money online? Your writing is probably good enough to write freelance copy. Take a look at Demand Studios and Elance. That should pay for food and necessities. You'll be glad you had to rely on yourself so much when you're older. You'll be a lot better at dealing with life than most people.
2 :
god has sumthing planned for everybody


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